haha shuting got nominated for head prefect! n we're her campaigning officers! how cool is that man! :)


hmm math test was uh. okay lah. i thk i made alot of careless mistakes n im still very angry that i forgot how to do the first qn until liek the last min and i didnt have time to finish ><


oh lost is a nice show! :)

Why should I gain from His reward
I cannot give an answer
But this I know with all my heart
His wounds have paid my ransom

ahhhh math test tmr :(!

haha first day of sch wasnt that bad. but it was like. really slow. sighhh. 10 more wks! hahaha


sigh trng tmr. :( but no coach i thk. so quite slack la. hahah! only till 5pm :) i shall be enthu! hahaahh

Jesus be strong in my weakness
empower me

youth sunday was great. :) had fun ushering ppl and serving and praising Him :)

temptations. the very things we fall into no? but prayer does wonders. so thanks Dad :)



read *'s blog. tho i dun thk she'll ever pop by here. but i realised the answer to her posts..

"We weren't sent into this world to (insert rants here)"

"Don't you ever wonder what death is? I mean, it's one of the biggest issues in life- the fact that one day we are all going to leave this world."

"It's just that like everyone else, I'm afraid of dying."

"But other than that, don't you wonder what love is?"

is all found in God?


sorry *. haha but that kinda made me think. we were sent into this world to have a relationship with Him. death is the end of the life on earth, and the start of a life in heaven until the new heaven and earth comes. therefore we shldnt be afraid of dying. love is a choice to care and understand and be there with someone. its not a feeling which comes and go like happiness and sadness. love is found in God because He is love and we shld love because He first loved us.

and i walk on the streets, watch shows, read books, listen to conversations.. and discover how the world views love. as in the bgr type. how ppl get partners when they're still how young. how they break up a few months later because there's no "feelings" anymore. how some marriages break apart for the same reason. how guys go for pretty ladies and vice versa.

i know not that all relationships are like that. but some. and most of teenage romances.


how fragile is a relationship not just between boy and girl, but friends too, if it is not empowered by Him?



empower me
like a rushing river flowing to the sea
Lord send Your Holy Spirit flowing now thru me
till im living as Your child, victorious and free
send the power of Your love
empower me

crap.

sch's starting in less than 12 hrs.

ahhh trng was madness today! 6 x 2min sprints! and before that there was all the kalistenics and running with knees up all those stuff. ahhh.

haha but after that my feet got abrasions? so i didnt play the games. haha!

thennnn! it blacked out! hahahah super funny. so we cldnt play cos it was TOO DARK :) and we went to the toilet to um. scare ourselves! then mabel scared us -.- hahah blablabla then coach decided to make us do situps n pushups instead? -.- and he says competitive players do 55-62 situps in a min. and we're very weak cos we can only do 30. hahahha oops?

anw. sat with cand n belle at subway for a whileee! then met xinlei natalie shuting n jiali :) ate at scotts with our soursop n ice kachang! haha then came my hse to play mahjong! and bridge and snap :) even tho i only played snap with xinlei cos the rest of them were so UNFUN. hahaha! and i kept losing at bridge. I DIDNT GET ACE AT ALL LAH. irritating. heheh but mahjong was funfun! :) keep ponging and zi mo-ing and all that. and shuting open flower shop :)

yayy. haha that sums up my day! :)


youth sun tmr! :) cant wait!

er okay whatever.

irritating.

ah i thk im too tired.

i dowan sch to start.

i feel like crying.

ah my aircon is officially dead. its beyond repair, until the aircon man comes n fix it.

for now, i'll have to survive in this hot climate with a laopok fan. haiii.

haha what a fruitful day! finally finished my sbq and philo journal -.-

sooo i ONLY have all those math ws, and phys ws, and chem ws to do! PLUS all the chinese stuff which includes reading some chinese bk which looks boring and gong han! and some other misc stuff la. haiiii.

ahhhhh im such a slacker!

hahah 've been wanting to do my hw since tues! and i postponed it to today! and im postponing it to tmr! haiiii! ok i must really really really really really do my work when i come back from squash tmr! ANYONE AND EVERYONE WHEN U SEE ME ONLINE DONT TALK TO ME AND MAKE ME DO WORK! thanks :)

hahah btw. my com has hung and restarted on me at least 5 times today. OMAN. SO SUPER IRRITATING. sighhh. and germ has reaffirmed me that my com is some kampong laopok thing :) ohwell. must be contented! hahah and i dowan to lose all my photos n songs even tho i dun listen to most of them. haii.


anyhoo. tmr! theres squash! haii. canot pon anymore. but trng sucks! ahhh. zainal makes us run and do pushups and situps and stepups like nobody's business! haiii. and after that is hw time :( there's banner painting at 6! duno if im going la. see if my parents will be at home n whether im done with hw :( heheh

then fridayyyy. going clothes shopping with euods n maybe ting n germ. hai. u dont wana noe what im buying. and dont laugh when u noe. thanks. hahahah ohwell. im contributing to mich's favorite part of youth sunday! hahaha. thennnn going to make nametags for ushering! :) its all bright and youthy :) how exciting :)

yea but after that it'll be 2 more days to sch. AHHHHH.

i feel like drinking mocha!


ahhhh

okay everybody! check out our dg blog! hahaha its like. renew revamped and revived! i mean yah the address is new. but its like. revived spirit from our last two blogs! hahahah! :)

Centre of My Life - Hillsong United

Let my walk speak loud and my words be true
Let my life be whole, with my eyes on you
Lord I'm stepping out from the comfort zone
Letting go of me, holding onto You

Freedom comes
When I call You Lord
You are Lord my God

You are the centre of it all
The universe declares in awe
Your majesty I surrender all
I make you the centre of my life
Lord, I respond with all I am
You placed in me the song of heavens melody
Your Majesty I live to sing Your song

I have found Your peace, it replaces any fear
You have done it all, I can trust in you
So I'm stepping out from the comfort zone
Letting go of me, holding onto you

haha im packing my room! :) goodness theres a whole lot of junk. and no im not done yet. theres still like piles and scraps of stuff lying ard.


but i thk it'll be messy in like a few wks time. ohwell. and i cant find a place to dump all my past yr worksheets n all those! i dun wana dump them leh. ALL MY HARD WORK gone down the drain [or bin for that matter]!


found pieces of treasures tho :) which i shall elaborate on the dg blog. so i wun be repetitive. heh!

WAH SQUASH CAMP IS CANCELLEDDDD. after i pack finish some more! ahhhh


man and we were all looking fwd to this after training camp in march. -.-


i thk God really wants me to do my work. hah!

okay im going to attempt to list out the hw i have left! :(

1. hist sbq -- 3 qns
2. read cheng nan jiu shi
3. read chinese matilda [which is still with xl]
4. read another chinese bk and do yue du bao gao [or jus do on cnjs]
5. some gong han thing
6. phys hw which i duno how to do [mich woo!!!]
7. chem hw which i also duno how to do
8. bio pt
9. hist file content pages
10. philo journal that was supposed to be handed in end of term 2
11. chinese file but its in sch
12. math assgmts [?]

yepp. anddd. theres squash camp on mon n tues! and still have to go out with jynxs! and do ushers nametag on fri! n helping out with prayer meeting after that! and i still wana go for a mahjong session with my dearies!


my goodnesssss. i dowan go back to schhhh :(:( ahhh holidays are gona be over! so super fast lah! i havent even done anything i planned to do. hahah..

but other than having to worry and sian abt hw. its been a refreshing n enriching hol! :) from my boyfriend is type-b to bible trail to shishi's bday to church camp to whatever else that's to come in the next wk! :) see. hols is a time to get to know ppl better! not know hw better! hmph!


I JUST DUN WANT IT TO END :(

okie new skin! heheh :) havent really thought of anything to put under juice and thoughts -.- heh.

but rite. the blogging space for this skin like super small la. must scroll so much. maybe i'll go back to my sheep one :) comments anyone? heheh


anyhoo. going for squash camp tmr! hahah havent packed! and theres like super alot of hw. which i'll die doing. ohwells.

tata!

i trust the Author and Perfector of my faith
and in His love i stand amazed


hohoho im back from church camp! :) it was wonderful! despite the very disappointing resort! hahah! theres like NO watersports lah! i thk it closed down or sth. oh natalie! the beach is real! jus that its super small. and the pool is very small too. heh. didnt go the spa or sauna or whatever. it was only for 18 and above anyway. and the shopping mall didnt really have alot of stuff. heh had ice skating and bowling tho! but didnt go cos we werent appropriately dressed. hahah but we took nice neoprints! :)

yupp but it was really good! learnt lotsa stuff on prayer from darrell johnson! i like him! :) he's such a nice person lah. and can jus see God speaking thru him :) and we had a nicenice lunch date with him on thurs where he answered alot of our qns! :)

ohh and got to know other youths better! like germaise tabi joy! and mich woo who lives beside us! and also moses lucas and nathan! :) yea kept playing games like hello jack and name game and number game and concentration! and so there came stupid and funny stuff like lydia lum and amanda mohan and the super pro "eexx" from lucas. oh and the game of the year is.... *drumroll* TABOO! hahahha! played that on mon n tues night. when ppl jus came into mich's room cos they have nothing to do. hahah quite funny.

hmm what else... i guess the coach ride back to singapore was much more funner than the one to kl. hahah we jus started playing 99 and bluff and bridge la. and nice danielng bought us all ice cream and water! omannn. like more than 10 of us lah! sigh. THANKS DANIEL! :)


yep and thanks everyone who made church camp great! :) even tho i lost all my kutikuti and cldnt jump over the zero point and our fg lost terribly for tournament! but i got to know God better and know others better! :)



anw here are the photos! most of them are rubbish la. but theres some really cool ones with everyone sleeping! hahahah

ahhhhhhhh church camp's tmrrrrr!!! so exciting so exciting so exciting!!!! :):):) hahaha i thk i cant sleep tonite! [nvm can sleep on coach tmr. hahah!]

anw. sot n i went couple shopping today and we spent *gasp* 23bucks on junk food! man. we thot it'd be like 15 bucks max then 23! haiii. so xin tong lah. but nvm! we now have an ample supply of raisins, chocolates, fruitips, harribo, smint, tic tac, milo and super mee! hahahah!

and im bringing monopoly and cards! mich's bringing taboo! euod's bringing twister! hahahha! yayyyy! anddddd. i jus checked up some sites on mines resort. HAHAH theres WINDSURFING, WAKEBOARDING, JETSKIING, SAILING, SPA, SAUNA, MASSAGE, JACUZZI and who knows what! and thers some shopping centre near it also. omannnn. now we noe what we're gona do during our SUPER ALOT free times! hahaha! ohhhh and theres a real beach! [not fake one like yours natalie! haha]



cant you jus feel my excitement! ahhh! :D




oh and i brought hw. haha! tho i doubt i'll do lah. heh!




so sad shi not going! and ama! got my hopes up :( nvm i'll bring back nice stuff and nice pics for you guys okie! :):) and i'll see if there's nice souvenirs to bring back for my nice sch peeps! :):)



ANYWAY. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHI, HUIXIN AND YIN! :):) all on the same day! hehe!


and HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVE NATALIE AND JIAKANG! :)


and HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVE EVE EVE JIALI! :)


mus wish earlier cos i not in singapore :) hehehe! yayyy ciao!

im so upset! arghhhh my trusty aircon of 7 years has broken down on me!


and it leaves me, to some laopok fan that u cant even adjust the speed cos its spoilt.





thank goodness i'll be going off to an AIRCONED hotel for the next week! phew.

ahhhhhh soooo fast! church camp is in 2 days time! :):) cant wait!


but i still havent finish my hw lah. ahhhh. so many pts. im so shibai.



and jynxs cant find a common date on the last wk to go out! howhow! :(

i shant think abt it!
i shant wallow in self pity!

[not yet anyway.]


i shall do my hw tmr!
i shall do qt everyday!
i shall learn to do things God's way!



thanks dear :)

im tired.


of all these stuff happening.
of you not telling me why ur angry.
of you lying.
and of you clinging on to things gone alrdy.



stop it please?



i love you.

ice cream makes you fat.

but who cares?


its YUMMY :D

yayyy today was so fun :)

i love all of you!

im set apart
a stranger in this world
no more at home at peace with the ways of this world
Your Spirit keeps me going in this race
till i meet You in a better place
until then i really need Your grace


okay bible trail's over after 3 days! yep quite good la. learnt alot of stuff. like how we're jus strangers passing through this earth and will eventually be with God in eternity.. so we shldnt dwell on the stuff here :) yah and lotsa stuff on like temptations and suffering also. but it was quite taxing. like sermons in the morn then discussion then lunch then workshop. hahha but aiya nvm lah help me prepare for church camp [both spiritually and physically] :) which is NEXT WEEK! :D

anw sot and i realised we'll be bored to death of each other during camp! hahah 5 hrs of coach ride there, then we're bunking with each other also. -.- then 5 hrs back! wahhhh we'll run out of things to say. haii. i thk we'll jus end up staring at cows and sheep :) but our coach has all the youths la so i thk will be quite fun :) yayyyy only 4 more days!



but there's still unfinished hw.


AHHHHHHH

wah i have nothing to say man.



on the other hand. bible trail starts tmr! finally spending my time on more useful things rather than stoning at home with nothing to do -.- except hw lah.

but its going to be.. looooong. 9.30am - 4.30pm x 3 days. hohoho. hahah but the topics are quite interesting la. :)



my room is desperately in need of a cleanup! haha!

hear the shouts of praise
as they're rising up to You
come and fill this place
as we bring glory to Your Name


haha 100% was a blast! :) so great to see people of God just singing and praising Him :) God was indeed filling up the place!


Jesus i believe in You
Jesus i belong to You
You're the reason that i live
the reason that i sing
with all i am


just pray that worshipping God wun jus stop here, but every day every second of our lives :) we worship to make God happy! :)


forever i will sing
forever i will be with You

open up the gates and let the King of glory in
fill this house with praises
as we lift our hands and worship You
open up the doors and
let your glory fill the earth
King of heaven we dance before Your throne

100% praise n worship tmr! :)


in the meantime. theres still hw for me to do!

and the worse part is. i dont know how to?


baaaaaaaahhhhhhh!

if this goes on, i thk i'll be able to memorise the tv schedule for kids central.

save me!

i need exercise!
i think im gona turn into a fat blob.

ahhhhhhh

she strikes again!
ORIGINALITY PLEASE.

my left index finger hurts from guitaring! :(

whose fault?! hmph.

nvm. i'll be playing guan huai fang shi the super pro way soon.

You'd turn into a War Horse. Strong, brave and
loyal like a war horse you are protective of
family and friends and generally polite and
freindly to people you dont know or just met.
However your attitude can change quickly if
your family or friends are threatened in anyway
and you quickly fight it off. However because
of your protective attitude you can often find
yourself getting angry and interfering if you
see anyone being threatened and cant defend
themselves.

What animal would you turn into?
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