oh btw. the leave a note thingy under my sign off? its for you to leave a note? hahaha.. NOBODY EVER USES IT. -.- its for times when stupid tagboard screws up. like now.

hoho its sunday again! nothing much really happened so far. ermmmm thurs went for trng after dedication service! and we jus slacked all the way lah. muahahha. cos the sub coach duno us. hehhehe

ohohohhhhh! den friday went to mabu's hse! my goodness its like huge lah. got swimming pool lor? heh so we went to swim in our clothes! and we were quite entertained by ahem suze n yilin n nicole n yuru.. with their funny races in er dog style and crab style? hahahah.. then had nice dinner! thanks mabu's mum! heh. and we discovered that mabu's sister and her sound super super super alike! like exactly the same lah! hahahah.. den we played cards la. heart attack. until everyone got sian and jus slacked ard. ohh! and yilin n yuru were scared of the super cute dog zorro! like -.- zorro's so cute! heh. oh before swimming we watched meet the fockers! quite funny lah. i like the baby! so cuuuuute! hahaahh.. and the little dog! who got flushed... hah. anyway! mus talk abt this! susan and her hulahoop show! hahahahahahha! she jus started dancing while hulahooping. super super funny! heh. i tell you these ppl really can self entertain. hah.

erm den sat and sun [today].. nothing much. sat jus slacked at home and did some work. wanted to finish before sun! but haiya canot. heh. but im done with galileo ppt already! :) cldnt go cheryl's hse today tho. cos mum didnt allow. -.- but she got my stars anyhow! [thx mich!] mus pop them okie chereel! :)

oooo im excited abt cny! i wana go do our house visitation thingy! go glen mozi bennett sot weien chereel's hse! :) but duno if can yet. hahha.. and there's holidayyy! sch declared holiday on fri! :) heh.

and i wana play tennis and badminton and squash and tabletennis and volleyball and bowling and watever other sports! i wana be healthyyyy! hahahah.. but abit no time. -.- and i cant play like half of those sports. hahaha

andand i wana start being guai and doing my work! can really see the hw coming in man. still havent done my sihan and compre. but not due tmr. heh so can wait awhile.

and i wana be consistent in qt and read God's Word! which i thk i havnt been spending enuf time doing. haii. im a bad kid. haha..

and i wana be nice to my parents! haiii.

and i wana be a good testimony to them and frens in sch!

and i wana keep sabbath holy!

and i duno wat else! hahah ok abit late to make resolutions.. but hey! better than nothing. i wana do all those up there! :)

and mich! rmb to do qt first before anything else in the morn! :) and ur only supposed to read this on mon cos ur not coming online today! hehehe :)

kk take care dearies! :) cya later alligator!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOAN, CANDICE AND MABEL! :)

wellwell! its sabbath! aka rest day! :) [i listen during junior youth okay.] so im not doing biolog! hahahaha.. tmr no bio also lah. hmm lets see. todayyy.. sot ting and i took communion! for the first time! well sot kinda brought it up and yah we jus decided to take it lah. :) i guess we're sure of our faith and we also made new commitments to God during dg time. :)

anyway after that we went for lunch to celebrate jan babies bday! rachel amanda and chessa! heh had like macs and some small cake for them. :) and then yiling's dg came and macs played a nice happy bday song for hsiuchin and gave her free foldover! shld have done that man. hahahahah..

after that we went to visit chereel! as in me sot mich and yin. :) yep she's looking healthy and well! and we're jus helping her pop stars and talking and looking at her nice room and listening to songs and stuff. :) but its really been a long way for cheryl.. and glad that God has sustained her and protected her! :)

ok i thk thats kinda all. must rmb to do qt and serve the Lord thru work! :) take care dears! have fun in sch! :)

ohhhh listen up yall! happy bday my dear edwin bruddaaaaa! :)
happy bday to dear janice toooooo! :)

OH ONE MORE THING. LIONS WON TIGER CUP! :D

im baaaaaaack! :) got miss meeeee! hehehe

anywayyyy! im burnt! and tanned! and bitten once! and i have alot of blueblacks for i duno wat reason! hahaha.. yayyyy i like obs! :) so fun! our highhhh nights in the tents...... michael jackson! support the basha with our legs and take night shifts! tickle feet! hahahahahahha.. :) and when we're cooking and trying to fight away mosquitoes and sandflies and huge ants! and climbing up that highhhhh invert thingy! and animal concentration with 17 ppl! and kayaking for 8 hrs ard ubin! and looking for checkpoints in the woods! and peeing in the sea! and bugging poor vanessa abt louis yongkang and cameraman! and crashing into mangroves and pillars! and frantically washing and wiping utensils cos we're super late! and lots lots more! :) hahahahha..

yay i love KURT! the watch. hahah.. and i like vanessa! she's so nice! :) aiya but i dun thk we'll see her again. heh nvm lah. nice memory! :) ok lah selamat also not bad :)

yay a nice five days! even tho we got residential cos stupid ri took mobile, i dun really mind it! at least got nice food! :) and my watch is nice! :) yayyyyy! i wana go againnnnn! beanKURT! :)

AH. finally done with stupid chinese scrapbook.

left with commonwealth essay for the weekends. AHH.

huge waves killing over 130,000 ppl, many not even Christians yet..
pple feeling sad, confused, not knowing what to do..
friendships drifting away, becoming just a thing of the past..
many things to do, yet cant find the energy to start doing them..

well. a new year, with many things happening now, and yet to come. and i guess as euods said on her blog, each problem is a way for us to grow and learn to depend on Him. which i think i havent really been doing....

yes i thank you Lord,
for the trials that come my way
in that way i can grow each day
as i let you lead
and i thank you Lord
for the patience those trials bring
in that process of growing
i can learn to care..

just came back from countdown at alex's hse.. back so fast okay! didnt even do anything much. -.- hahah but aiya at least cld go for awhile. heh.

hmm. wellwell.. as quickly as it came.. 2004 is now history. hahah im typing this at 1.34am.. the first hour of the new year! :) and i jus wana say a big thank you to all those out there who's made this past yr a great and wonderful and fun and memorable one! :) and i thank God for bringing all of you to me! in one way or another, thru many many stuff! :) its been an amazing year! even tho there may be some ups and downs.. and lefts and rights.. im glad its over and i've learnt stuff along the way. :)

114'03/ 214'04 - thankyou fourteeners! all 31 of you! :) for making my first two yrs in sec sch a pleasant one :) esp this yr where we got to know one other better and jus loved one another more! n even tho we won't be a class next yr.. and next next yr.. we'll still meet up and stuff and be good frens yah! keep the fourteen spirit! :) yepyep! its been really great having all of you in the same classroom, enduring the same coldness, playing polar games and other stupid games like the computerchair one, hecking care abt netball carn and getting last, rollerblading at ecp even tho we totally sucked.. yea and lots and lots of stuff.. :) i guess i've learnt a lot from all of you, and thru which grown a lot too. :) so thanks guys! for just being yourselves and being 214! :) love all of ya! :) take care and cya ard in sch! :) [for those 312-ers.. too bad lah. u'll jus have to endure me for another two yrs. hahah :) ]

jynxs* - thanks jiali natalie xinlei and shuting! for being such great and funny friends these past yr! :) im really thankful that we got to know one another better and became good frens! :) you guys really made the sch year less dreadful! hahaha even tho the class can be really boring and dreary.. you ppl were always there to make some joke abt something and we jus cant stop laughing until the tcher will be super angry.. hahahah i will always rmb yunding! :) alot of yun so canot see anything! [tsktsk lynette. yun yun! hahhah] yepyep and even tho we're separated next yr.. we'll have our secret meetings during 5 min breaks after each lesson outside our classrooms yea? [make sure teh tcher duno hor! jus say go toilet. :) ] hahahah.. yep really enjoyed ur company! :) jynxs*ed forever! :) love lots!

squashers - yesyes.. even tho i've always been complaining abt squash.. abt how boring and tiring and blabla it is.. and yah it still is.. but its all of you that make squash less boring! :) thanks belle my fellow slacker, cand, jiehui, suze, mabu, pam the doraemon, priscilla and joanne! yahlah and the snrs! jerryca nicole junxin trixie jeanette yuru! yepyep all of you made squash less boring! hahaha.. where all of us will jus slack ard and laugh abt nothing and sing rubbish songs like the irritating song that i superly hate.. heh. its been great having all of you ard! :) so thanksssssss! :) take care and love ya lots!

sot ting shi ama euods - hey you girls! :) thanks for being wonderful frens and sisters all these while! :) its been a wonderful journey that i've had with all of you.. and i guess we've been able to fix up some stuff this yr.. some broken friendships.. many problems that all of us have.. and we've all got a chance to grow closer to one another, and closer to God as well.. :) its really been a fruitful year i must say.. and i thank all of you for being part of it! :) even tho we may have our own problems, our own worries, our own sorrows.. but im glad that we've been able to share with one another what's been bothering us and what hinders us from God.. i've really learnt much from you guys. be it learning to be patient, learning to be caring, to be sympathetic, to be God-centred, to be loving and forgiving.. and much much more. you've really been a blessing from God and i can see why He has put you there, on this earth, in nowhere else but singapore - a tiny dot on the map, in bible church, in my dg.. so that you can make a difference in my life. :) thanks dears for everything! love ya lots! :)

mich and nette - heyy ladies! :) well. jus wana thank both of you for being our shepherds. for guiding and leading us when we're going astray.. for being there and for listening to us.. for correcting us and helping us.. i know our dg's been facing quite a lot of stuff throughout this past yr.. thanks for being patient with us and encouraging us.. so that we wun feel discouraged abt our dg, abt ourselves.. :) thanks for teaching us manymany stuff thru dg time, talking on the phone, or msn, or smses.. and i thank God for blessing me with both of you! :) its been a wonderful past few yrs.. and our last yr together in 2005.. jus wana thank both of you again for everything! :) love ya! :)

eug bennett jlee edwin nathan - hey guys! :) haha dun thk anyone of you will read this.. but nvm la! well jus wana thank all of you for being wonderful frens this past yr! 2004's been a really memorable one.. esp when i look back and rmb the times we've had. :) sentosa, snoopyplace, almost the zoo, bbq, badminton, bowling blablabla.. thanks for all the great times and funny moments! :) its sth that i can look back and laugh at for a long time. hahaha.. yep 20 yrs later we must sit in a circle and play concentration with eug as 10 k! :) thanks yall for everything! :) take care! even tho many thgs have chged..love yall still.

the youths - hahah even tho i thk i hardly talk to more than half of you ppl.. jus wana give thanks for great ppl in the youths! since joining in p6 has really made me more... outgoing and sociable.. and also growing spiritually mature. :) thanks youth leaders for planning the curriculum stuff and guiding all of us! :) thanks for being my brothers and sisters in Christ! :)

my parents - thanks papa mama for being patient with me and always loving me even tho i'm always so bad and all to yall! i guess ive really taken them for granted? like i keep complaining abt this this this.. that that that.. how they wun give me this.. how they wun let me do that.. but when you think abt it.. how many million children in singapore, in india, in africa, in many other countries in the world.. dont even have their parents? and here i am, with two healthy, young at heart, loving parents.. and yet im complaining and nagging and being irritating. sigh.. so i shall be a better daughter this next yr! :)

and lastly, thank God for jus bringing me thru this whole year! it was tough.. with more work and stuff.. but He has given me all those ppl up there whom i named! :) and many many more who've been part of my life. teachers, friends, and many more who've impacted my life in one way or another. and i guess the Lord has shown me many stuff this whole yr.. thru people, thru camps, thru His Word.. and thank God for keeping me safe and sound, happy and cheerful, even tho may be depressed at times, but its been a pleasant 365 days! and its ANOTHER 365 days that i've lived! and i've learnt that i can jus go at any moment. and i dun wana leave this place without knowing the people enough, without loving enough, without spreading His Word enough, without loving Him enough.. yep so i shall be a better Christian in 2005! pray for me yea? to have perserverance and the passion to want to know Him better. :)

okie i guess thats all.. my thanksgiving items for 2004! :) yep as i've said many times, its been a wonderful year and i thank everyone of you who's been part of it! :) thankyou all you dearies! love ya loads! :)